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Friday, February 13, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
They say. In any kind of worse case scenarios or in life, we must hope for the best and prepare for the worse. But seriously. That never occurs. Honestly? Humans are there, only to hope for the best - and is never prepared for the worst. We tend to think we prepared. We tend to think its under control.
Too bad its not.
At some point, its the same thing. People put on tons of hopes and dreams, but the second comes, bringing ~ maybe his friend - the obsticles. Which blocks out the hope and dreams we used to stuff it into our brain. People turn to any option. Either sulk and cry like a baby, or just plain give up with the temper. As some people in this world, thank God who is strong enough to stay. And will try his or her best to work things out.
To me, they ALREADY lead a successful life.
Okay. My freaking point is. Do not give up. Nobody has a freaking black cloud following around you. You will have good days, and also bad days. Try to live it fully when its good, fight like hell when its bad.
People never do everything as what the mouth or mind tells you today. Really, they will change even with a slightly bit of chance they get. This, is what i call smart. Cause you see a wall, and you just smash your head right thru it. Please. You just walk OVER it. In this world, people around us make mistakes. They make us angry, sad or just plain pissed off. Now heres the cutest part about us humans. They TRY to be rasional. They TRY to be forgivable, happy, cheerful, cool. In one sentence, they TRY to be all 'rise-above'.
"Awwwwww, its okayy. Just because you cheated on my boyfriend / girlfriend doesnt mean i'll be mad at you forever!"
Or something worst like that.
Cheated on your boyfriend / girlfriend, people. This aint saint place.
Yes, they get all 'rise-above'. I know. They seem happy, like nothing happen. But inside their hearts, you have no idea how much you hurt them. How angry are they inside. How pissed they are inside. You dont have a mood-detecter, people. Dont bother sucking up by making them happy and try to make it up to them. Cause a wound like this needs lots and lots of time to heal. Okay, and some will have evil revenge planing to make your life as miserable as his / hers. Cant help you with that. The target is locked.
'Rise-above', to me, its kinda a crap.
If you want to relieve that angry and sadness about them (eh, people, in a positive way ah, dont go around killing people aah, got karma wan ah i tell you). JUST GO THERE ALREADY!
Too bad its not.
At some point, its the same thing. People put on tons of hopes and dreams, but the second comes, bringing ~ maybe his friend - the obsticles. Which blocks out the hope and dreams we used to stuff it into our brain. People turn to any option. Either sulk and cry like a baby, or just plain give up with the temper. As some people in this world, thank God who is strong enough to stay. And will try his or her best to work things out.
To me, they ALREADY lead a successful life.
Okay. My freaking point is. Do not give up. Nobody has a freaking black cloud following around you. You will have good days, and also bad days. Try to live it fully when its good, fight like hell when its bad.
People never do everything as what the mouth or mind tells you today. Really, they will change even with a slightly bit of chance they get. This, is what i call smart. Cause you see a wall, and you just smash your head right thru it. Please. You just walk OVER it. In this world, people around us make mistakes. They make us angry, sad or just plain pissed off. Now heres the cutest part about us humans. They TRY to be rasional. They TRY to be forgivable, happy, cheerful, cool. In one sentence, they TRY to be all 'rise-above'.
"Awwwwww, its okayy. Just because you cheated on my boyfriend / girlfriend doesnt mean i'll be mad at you forever!"
Or something worst like that.
Cheated on your boyfriend / girlfriend, people. This aint saint place.
Yes, they get all 'rise-above'. I know. They seem happy, like nothing happen. But inside their hearts, you have no idea how much you hurt them. How angry are they inside. How pissed they are inside. You dont have a mood-detecter, people. Dont bother sucking up by making them happy and try to make it up to them. Cause a wound like this needs lots and lots of time to heal. Okay, and some will have evil revenge planing to make your life as miserable as his / hers. Cant help you with that. The target is locked.
'Rise-above', to me, its kinda a crap.
If you want to relieve that angry and sadness about them (eh, people, in a positive way ah, dont go around killing people aah, got karma wan ah i tell you). JUST GO THERE ALREADY!
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Wound. Is Good.
We live in a world with worst case senarios. We cut ourselfs off from hoping from the best. Because too many times - the best doesnt happen. But every now and then, something extra-ordinary occurs. And suddenly, best case senarios - seem possible. And every now and then, something amazing happens. And against our better judgement, we start to have hope.
People have scars in all sort of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them dont. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere. Although the cuts are long gone, the pain still lingers.
Whats worst, new wounds which is horriblely painful, or old wounds that should have heal years ago never did.
Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we have been, and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. Thats what we like to think.
But thats not the way, is it?
Somethings, we just have to learn. Over and over and over again.
- [[MonGz]] -
People have scars in all sort of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them dont. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere. Although the cuts are long gone, the pain still lingers.
Whats worst, new wounds which is horriblely painful, or old wounds that should have heal years ago never did.
Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we have been, and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. Thats what we like to think.
But thats not the way, is it?
Somethings, we just have to learn. Over and over and over again.
- [[MonGz]] -
um-hum.
Wednesday was the rehearsal for the charity run. Then the dance pratice.
Thursday dance practice.
Today was the charity run, and so ngam is Ms Olive, our principals bday.
-yaadaaaah yaadaaahhh-
Pain comes in all forms. The small twinch. A bit of soreness. The random pain. The normal pains we live with everyday. Then theres that kind of pain that you cant ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else. Makes the rest of the world fade away. Until what we can think about is how much it hurts. How we manage our pain, is up to us. Pain. We ride it out. Embrace it. Ignore it. And for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push thru it.
Pain. You just need to ride it out. Hope it goes away on its own. Hope that the wound caused it, heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breathe deep, and wait for it to pass. Most of the time pain can be manage. But sometimes the pain gets you when you least expected.
-[[MonGz]] -
Pain. You just have to fight thru. Because the truth is, you cant out-run it - And life always makes more.
Thursday dance practice.
Today was the charity run, and so ngam is Ms Olive, our principals bday.
-yaadaaaah yaadaaahhh-
Pain comes in all forms. The small twinch. A bit of soreness. The random pain. The normal pains we live with everyday. Then theres that kind of pain that you cant ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else. Makes the rest of the world fade away. Until what we can think about is how much it hurts. How we manage our pain, is up to us. Pain. We ride it out. Embrace it. Ignore it. And for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push thru it.
Pain. You just need to ride it out. Hope it goes away on its own. Hope that the wound caused it, heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breathe deep, and wait for it to pass. Most of the time pain can be manage. But sometimes the pain gets you when you least expected.
-[[MonGz]] -
Pain. You just have to fight thru. Because the truth is, you cant out-run it - And life always makes more.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
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Touchdown. 大姐 arrived in KLIA from Saudi, and then fly back to Pinang. She works there as a nurse, as i mention from some time ago. And the income is really a ka-ching ka-ching syokness. She will come down to KL after a few days i think. And HELL YEAH i miss my 二姐's 1 year old plus girl Hayley. Talks alot. Natural cuteness. Call her name, then she will look at you and answer you : "YESSS!"
Met a new girl, name Anisha. Loud, bubbly, funny. Can say that we bond very well. And yeah we call each other 'woman'. And yeah she convinced Lynnie n Kristal jie to smack my ass that day. REVENGE! ...okay, fine, no im not gonna. And also theres Violet in Form 3. LOVES to eat. Loves hip hop, cause she enjoys dancing with Shaun & the people there on ECA day. Both of them are nice people. Thank God. Anyhow, the whole gang had food feast on Friday at the canopy. We have spagetti, cookies, cheese and egg sandwiches and Kinder Bueno! LOVE it.
Form 4. Learn lots of stuff. Working hard. And when i met this new person with seriously bright and perky personality, i was completely freakin out. And when i heard mom telling me Lilian Too says this is a very very good year, i just shoot her with a look. Seriously. A very good year? Ya think? When mom says we should change the position of our things in our living room cause LT said so, Wilson [my bro] said maybe we should change our ass too.
"[Barney voice] Okay kids! Lets change our ass from left to right and right to left!"
. . . seriously, people.
Anyway, back to the bright and perky topic. Okay, at first i feel weird. But then. Maybe happy and bright people are there for a reason. Whether they are there to cheer us up or to do anything to us, or me, they are there. For a reason or two. From that day onwards, i just know. Whether the people around us is evil or an angel, they will be there for a reason.
Met a new girl, name Anisha. Loud, bubbly, funny. Can say that we bond very well. And yeah we call each other 'woman'. And yeah she convinced Lynnie n Kristal jie to smack my ass that day. REVENGE! ...okay, fine, no im not gonna. And also theres Violet in Form 3. LOVES to eat. Loves hip hop, cause she enjoys dancing with Shaun & the people there on ECA day. Both of them are nice people. Thank God. Anyhow, the whole gang had food feast on Friday at the canopy. We have spagetti, cookies, cheese and egg sandwiches and Kinder Bueno! LOVE it.
Form 4. Learn lots of stuff. Working hard. And when i met this new person with seriously bright and perky personality, i was completely freakin out. And when i heard mom telling me Lilian Too says this is a very very good year, i just shoot her with a look. Seriously. A very good year? Ya think? When mom says we should change the position of our things in our living room cause LT said so, Wilson [my bro] said maybe we should change our ass too.
"[Barney voice] Okay kids! Lets change our ass from left to right and right to left!"
. . . seriously, people.
Anyway, back to the bright and perky topic. Okay, at first i feel weird. But then. Maybe happy and bright people are there for a reason. Whether they are there to cheer us up or to do anything to us, or me, they are there. For a reason or two. From that day onwards, i just know. Whether the people around us is evil or an angel, they will be there for a reason.
Monday, January 12, 2009
我长大了! T..T!! *开心*
好累哦! 现在果然不容易! 所以, 我, Anisha, Sher Chean 和 Chi Ting 可要加油哦!
我也很累很累了. 每天都会遇到一些觉得很好笑, 又很可悲的事情. 真的没力了, 真的好想就好好地读书, 过我开心单纯的中学人身阶段. 就开心而自己加油的日子. 不想与任何人擦出冷言冷面的日子. 每次都会有那种心理作用的那么小小事的输赢. 免得, 太好笑了吧, 拜托??
不是要得罪人哦,对不起!! 可是, 真的很想说. 如过任何人真的觉得这些小小的胜利从我的身体或心理, 真的那么为酱的东西而爽... 拿去吧. [呵呵, 我很干脆吧??] xD
我真的很累了.. OKAY? 真的, 这些胜利就给你吧!! 老实说, 它对我来说, 其实一点点爽感都没有, 反而感到超超超好笑!! [我并不是指谁谁谁, 对不起如果有得罪人! 别误会哦!! xD...]
老妈, 老爸! 我可以大声喊说, : "我长大啦!!!"
^^
读书加油!! GO GO GO!
- [[MonGz]] -
我也很累很累了. 每天都会遇到一些觉得很好笑, 又很可悲的事情. 真的没力了, 真的好想就好好地读书, 过我开心单纯的中学人身阶段. 就开心而自己加油的日子. 不想与任何人擦出冷言冷面的日子. 每次都会有那种心理作用的那么小小事的输赢. 免得, 太好笑了吧, 拜托??
不是要得罪人哦,对不起!! 可是, 真的很想说. 如过任何人真的觉得这些小小的胜利从我的身体或心理, 真的那么为酱的东西而爽... 拿去吧. [呵呵, 我很干脆吧??] xD
我真的很累了.. OKAY? 真的, 这些胜利就给你吧!! 老实说, 它对我来说, 其实一点点爽感都没有, 反而感到超超超好笑!! [我并不是指谁谁谁, 对不起如果有得罪人! 别误会哦!! xD...]
老妈, 老爸! 我可以大声喊说, : "我长大啦!!!"
^^
读书加油!! GO GO GO!
- [[MonGz]] -
Friday, January 9, 2009
*YAWN..*
Sorry aah. The total photos for the whole trip is 600++. Lazy lahh.. xD
SORRY YA.
Pure science is not easy. I already feel stress for just a few days. I have to study this, revise that. Friends say i study and try to catch up too fast, to me its not. Im already starting to study for the 1st exam for school. Even when, i also dont know. I just want to study 99. But to study 99 n get shit-shit result is so my life. Sooooooo depends lahh.
No time. GTG. CIAO!
- [[MonGz]] -
SORRY YA.
Pure science is not easy. I already feel stress for just a few days. I have to study this, revise that. Friends say i study and try to catch up too fast, to me its not. Im already starting to study for the 1st exam for school. Even when, i also dont know. I just want to study 99. But to study 99 n get shit-shit result is so my life. Sooooooo depends lahh.
No time. GTG. CIAO!
- [[MonGz]] -
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